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33. Charmides
HE was a Grecian lad, who coming home | |
With pulpy figs and wine from Sicily | |
Stood at his galley’s prow, and let the foam | |
Blow through his crisp brown curls unconsciously, | |
And holding wave and wind in boy’s despite | 5 |
Peered from his dripping seat across the wet and stormy night | |
Till with the dawn he saw a burnished spear | |
Like a thin thread of gold against the sky, | |
And hoisted sail, and strained the creaking gear, | |
And bade the pilot head her lustily | 10 |
Against the nor’west gale, and all day long | |
Held on his way, and marked the rowers’ time with measured song, | |
And when the faint Corinthian hills were red | |
Dropped anchor in a little sandy bay, | |
And with fresh boughs of olive crowned his head, | 15 |
And brushed from cheek and throat the hoary spray, | |
And washed his limbs with oil, and from the hold | |
Brought out his linen tunic and his sandals brazen-soled, | |
And a rich robe stained with the fishes’ juice | |
Which of some swarthy trader he had bought | 20 |
Upon the sunny quay at Syracuse, | |
And was with Tyrian broideries inwrought, | |
And by the questioning merchants made his way | |
Up through the soft and silver woods, and when the labouring day | |
Had spun its tangled web of crimson cloud, | 25 |
Clomb the high hill, and with swift silent feet | |
Crept to the fane unnoticed by the crowd | |
Of busy priests, and from some dark retreat | |
Watched the young swains his frolic playmates bring | |
The firstling of their little flock, and the shy shepherd fling | 30 |
The crackling salt upon the flame, or hang | |
His studded crook against the temple wall | |
To Her who keeps away the ravenous fang | |
Of the base wolf from homestead and from stall; | |
And then the clear-voiced maidens ’gan to sing, | 35 |
And to the altar each man brought some goodly offering, | |
A beechen cup brimming with milky foam, | |
A fair cloth wrought with cunning imagery | |
Of hounds in chase, a waxen honey-comb | |
Dripping with oozy gold which scarce the bee | 40 |
Had ceased from building, a black skin of oil | |
Meet for the wrestlers, a great boar the fierce and white-tusked spoil | |
Stolen from Artemis that jealous maid | |
To please Athena, and the dappled hide | |
Of a tall stag who in some mountain glade | 45 |
Had met the shaft; and then the herald cried, | |
And from the pillared precinct one by one | |
Went the glad Greeks well pleased that they their simple vows had done. | |
And the old priest put out the waning fires | |
Save that one lamp whose restless ruby glowed | 50 |
For ever in the cell, and the shrill lyres | |
Came fainter on the wind, as down the road | |
In joyous dance these country folk did pass, | |
And with stout hands the warder closed the gates of polished brass. | |
Long time he lay and hardly dared to breathe, | 55 |
And heard the cadenced drip of spilt-out wine, | |
And the rose-petals falling from the wreath | |
As the night breezes wandered through the shrine, | |
And seemed to be in some entrancèd swoon | |
Till through the open roof above the full and brimming moon | 60 |
Flooded with sheeny waves the marble floor, | |
When from his nook upleapt the venturous lad, | |
And flinging wide the cedar-carven door | |
Beheld an awful image saffron-clad | |
And armed for battle! the gaunt Griffin glared | 65 |
From the huge helm, and the long lance of wreck and ruin flared | |
Like a red rod of flame, stony and steeled | |
The Gorgon’s head its leaden eyeballs rolled, | |
And writhed its snaky horrors through the shield, | |
And gaped aghast with bloodless lips and cold | 70 |
In passion impotent, while with blind gaze | |
The blinking owl between the feet hooted in shrill amaze. | |
The lonely fisher as he trimmed his lamp | |
Far out at sea off Sunium, or cast | |
The net for tunnies, heard a brazen tramp | 75 |
Of horses smite the waves, and a wild blast | |
Divide the folded curtains of the night, | |
And knelt upon the little poop, and prayed in holy fright. | |
And guilty lovers in their venery | |
Forgat a little while their stolen sweets, | 80 |
Deeming they heard dread Dian’s bitter cry; | |
And the grim watchmen on their lofty seats | |
Ran to their shields in haste precipitate, | |
Or strained black-bearded throats across the dusky parapet. | |
For round the temple rolled the clang of arms, | 85 |
And the twelve Gods leapt up in marble fear, | |
And the air quaked with dissonant alarums | |
Till huge Poseidon shook his mighty spear, | |
And on the frieze the prancing horses neighed, | |
And the low tread of hurrying feet rang from the cavalcade. | 90 |
Ready for death with parted lips he stood, | |
And well content at such a price to see | |
That calm wide brow, that terrible maidenhood, | |
The marvel of that pitiless chastity, | |
Ah! well content indeed, for never wight | 95 |
Since Troy’s young shepherd prince had seen so wonderful a sight. | |
Ready for death he stood, but lo! the air | |
Grew silent, and the horses ceased to neigh, | |
And off his brow he tossed the clustering hair, | |
And from his limbs he threw the cloak away, | 100 |
For whom would not such love make desperate, | |
And nigher came, and touched her throat, and with hands violate | |
Undid the cuirass, and the crocus gown, | |
And bared the breasts of polished ivory, | |
Till from the waist the peplos falling down | 105 |
Left visible the secret mystery | |
Which to no lover will Athena show, | |
The grand cool flanks, the crescent thighs, the bossy hills of snow. | |
Those who have never known a lover’s sin | |
Let them not read my ditty, it will be | 110 |
To their dull ears so musicless and thin | |
That they will have no joy of it, but ye | |
To whose wan cheeks now creeps the lingering smile, | |
Ye who have learned who Eros is,—O listen yet a-while. | |
A little space he let his greedy eyes | 115 |
Rest on the burnished image, till mere sight | |
Half swooned for surfeit of such luxuries, | |
And then his lips in hungering delight | |
Fed on her lips, and round the towered neck | |
He flung his arms, nor cared at all his passion’s will to check. | 120 |
Never I ween did lover hold such tryst, | |
For all night long he murmured honeyed word, | |
And saw her sweet unravished limbs, and kissed | |
Her pale and argent body undisturbed, | |
And paddled with the polished throat, and pressed | 125 |
His hot and beating heart upon her chill and icy breast. | |
It was as if Numidian javelins | |
Pierced through and through his wild and whirling brain, | |
And his nerves thrilled like throbbing violins | |
In exquisite pulsation, and the pain | 130 |
Was such sweet anguish that he never drew | |
His lips from hers till overhead the lark of warning flew. | |
They who have never seen the daylight peer | |
Into a darkened room, and drawn the curtain, | |
And with dull eyes and wearied from some dear | 135 |
And worshipped body risen, they for certain | |
Will never know of what I try to sing, | |
How long the last kiss was, how fond and late his lingering. | |
The moon was girdled with a crystal rim, | |
The sign which shipmen say is ominous | 140 |
Of wrath in heaven, the wan stars were dim, | |
And the low lightening east was tremulous | |
With the faint fluttering wings of flying dawn, | |
Ere from the silent sombre shrine this lover had withdrawn. | |
Down the steep rock with hurried feet and fast | 145 |
Clomb the brave lad, and reached the cave of Pan, | |
And heard the goat-foot snoring as he passed, | |
And leapt upon a grassy knoll and ran | |
Like a young fawn unto an olive wood | |
Which in a shady valley by the well-built city stood. | 150 |
And sought a little stream, which well he knew, | |
For oftentimes with boyish careless shout | |
The green and crested grebe he would pursue, | |
Or snare in woven net the silver trout, | |
And down amid the startled reeds he lay | 155 |
Panting in breathless sweet affright, and waited for the day. | |
On the green bank he lay, and let one hand | |
Dip in the cool dark eddies listlessly, | |
And soon the breath of morning came and fanned | |
His hot flushed cheeks, or lifted wantonly | 160 |
The tangled curls from off his forehead, while | |
He on the running water gazed with strange and secret smile. | |
And soon the shepherd in rough woollen cloak | |
With his long crook undid the wattled cotes, | |
And from the stack a thin blue wreath of smoke | 165 |
Curled through the air across the ripening oats, | |
And on the hill the yellow house-dog bayed | |
As through the crisp and rustling fern the heavy cattle strayed. | |
And when the light-foot mower went afield | |
Across the meadows laced with threaded dew, | 170 |
And the sheep bleated on the misty weald, | |
And from its nest the waking corn-crake flew, | |
Some woodmen saw him lying by the stream | |
And marvelled much that any lad so beautiful could seem, | |
Nor deemed him born of mortals, and one said, | 175 |
“It is young Hylas, that false runaway | |
Who with a Naiad now would make his bed | |
Forgetting Herakles,” but others, “Nay, | |
It is Narcissus, his own paramour, | |
Those are the fond and crimson lips no woman can allure.” | 180 |
And when they nearer came a third one cried, | |
“It is young Dionysos who has hid | |
His spear and fawnskin by the river side | |
Weary of hunting with the Bassarid, | |
And wise indeed were we away to fly | 185 |
They live not long who on the gods immortal come to spy.” | |
So turned they back, and feared to look behind, | |
And told the timid swain how they had seen | |
Amid the reeds some woodland God reclined, | |
And no man dared to cross the open green, | 190 |
And on that day no olive-tree was slain, | |
Nor rushes cut, but all deserted was the fair domain. | |
Save when the neat-herd’s lad, his empty pail | |
Well slung upon his back, with leap and bound | |
Raced on the other side, and stopped to hail | 195 |
Hoping that he some comrade new had found, | |
And gat no answer, and then half afraid | |
Passed on his simple way, or down the still and silent glade | |
A little girl ran laughing from the farm | |
Not thinking of love’s secret mysteries, | 200 |
And when she saw the white and gleaming arm | |
And all his manlihood, with longing eyes | |
Whose passion mocked her sweet virginity | |
Watched him a-while, and then stole back sadly and wearily. | |
Far off he heard the city’s hum and noise, | 205 |
And now and then the shriller laughter where | |
The passionate purity of brown-limbed boys | |
Wrestled or raced in the clear healthful air, | |
And now and then a little tinkling bell | |
As the shorn wether led the sheep down to the mossy well. | 210 |
Through the grey willows danced the fretful gnat, | |
The grasshopper chirped idly from the tree, | |
In sleek and oily coat the water-rat | |
Breasting the little ripples manfully | |
Made for the wild-duck’s nest, from bough to bough | 215 |
Hopped the shy finch, and the huge tortoise crept across the slough. | |
On the faint wind floated the silky seeds, | |
As the bright scythe swept through the waving grass, | |
The ousel-cock splashed circles in the reeds | |
And flecked with silver whorls the forest’s glass, | 220 |
Which scarce had caught again its imagery | |
Ere from its bed the dusky tench leapt at the dragonfly. | |
But little care had he for any thing | |
Though up and down the beech the squirrel played, | |
And from the copse the linnet ’gan to sing | 225 |
To her brown mate her sweetest serenade, | |
Ah! little care indeed, for he had seen | |
The breasts of Pallas and the naked wonder of the Queen. | |
But when the herdsman called his straggling goats | |
With whistling pipe across the rocky road, | 230 |
And the shard-beetle with its trumpet-notes | |
Boomed through the darkening woods, and seemed to bode | |
Of coming storm, and the belated crane | |
Passed homeward like a shadow, and the dull big drops of rain | |
Fell on the pattering fig-leaves, up he rose, | 235 |
And from the gloomy forest went his way | |
Past sombre homestead and wet orchard-close, | |
And came at last unto a little quay, | |
And called his mates a-board, and took his seat | |
On the high poop, and pushed from land, and loosed the dripping sheet, | 240 |
And steered across the bay, and when nine suns | |
Passed down the long and laddered way of gold, | |
And nine pale moons had breathed their orisons | |
To the chaste stars their confessors, or told | |
Their dearest secret to the downy moth | 245 |
That will not fly at noonday, through the foam and surging froth | |
Came a great owl with yellow sulphurous eyes | |
And lit upon the ship, whose timbers creaked | |
As though the lading of three argosies | |
Were in the hold, and flapped its wings, and shrieked, | 250 |
And darkness straightway stole across the deep, | |
Sheathed was Orion’s sword, dread Mars himself fled down the steep, | |
And the moon hid behind a tawny mask | |
Of drifting cloud, and from the ocean’s marge | |
Rose the red plume, the huge and hornèd casque, | 255 |
The seven-cubit spear, the brazen targe! | |
And clad in bright and burnished panoply | |
Athena strode across the stretch of sick and shivering sea! | |
To the dull sailors’ sight her loosened locks | |
Seemed like the jagged storm-rack, and her feet | 260 |
Only the spume that floats on hidden rocks, | |
And marking how the rising waters beat | |
Against the rolling ship, the pilot cried | |
To the young helmsman at the stern to luff to windward side. | |
But he, the over-bold adulterer, | 265 |
A dear profaner of great mysteries, | |
An ardent amorous idolater, | |
When he beheld those grand relentless eyes | |
Laughed loud for joy, and crying out “I come” | |
Leapt from the lofty poop into the chill and churning foam. | 270 |
Then fell from the high heaven one bright star, | |
One dancer left the circling galaxy, | |
And back to Athens on her clattering car | |
In all the pride of venged divinity | |
Pale Pallas swept with shrill and steely clank, | 275 |
And a few gurgling bubbles rose where her boy lover sank. | |
And the mast shuddered as the gaunt owl flew | |
With mocking hoots after the wrathful Queen, | |
And the old pilot bade the trembling crew | |
Hoist the big sail, and told how he had seen | 280 |
Close to the stern a dim and giant form, | |
And like a dipping swallow the stout ship dashed through the storm. | |
And no man dared to speak of Charmides | |
Deeming that he some evil thing had wrought, | |
And when they reached the strait Symplegades | 285 |
They beached their galley on the shore, and sought | |
The toll-gate of the city hastily, | |
And in the market showed their brown and pictured pottery. | |
But some good Triton-god had ruth, and bare | |
The boy’s drowned body back to Grecian land, | 290 |
And mermaids combed his dank and dripping hair | |
And smoothed his brow, and loosed his clenching hand, | |
Some brought sweet spices from far Araby, | |
And others bade the halcyon sing her softest lullaby. | |
And when he neared his old Athenian home, | 295 |
A mighty billow rose up suddenly | |
Upon whose oily back the clotted foam | |
Lay diapered in some strange fantasy, | |
And clasping him unto its glassy breast, | |
Swept landward, like a white-maned steed upon a venturous quest! | 300 |
Now where Colonos leans unto the sea | |
There lies a long and level stretch of lawn, | |
The rabbit knows it, and the mountain bee | |
For it deserts Hymettus, and the Faun | |
Is not afraid, for never through the day | 305 |
Comes a cry ruder than the shout of shepherd lads at play. | |
But often from the thorny labyrinth | |
And tangled branches of the circling wood | |
The stealthy hunter sees young Hyacinth | |
Hurling the polished disk, and draws his hood | 310 |
Over his guilty gaze, and creeps away, | |
Nor dares to wind his horn, or—else at the first break of day | |
The Dyrads come and throw the leathern ball | |
Along the reedy shore, and circumvent | |
Some goat-eared Pan to be their seneschal | 315 |
For fear of bold Poseidon’s ravishment, | |
And loose their girdles, with shy timorous eyes, | |
Lest from the surf his azure arms and purple beard should rise. | |
On this side and on that a rocky cave, | |
Hung with the yellow-bell’d laburnum, stands, | 320 |
Smooth is the beach, save where some ebbing wave | |
Leaves its faint outline etched upon the sands, | |
As though it feared to be too soon forgot | |
By the green rush, its playfellow,—and yet, it is a spot | |
So small, that the inconstant butterfly | 325 |
Could steal the hoarded honey from each flower | |
Ere it was noon, and still not satisfy | |
Its over-greedy love,—within an hour | |
A sailor boy, were he but rude enow | |
To land and pluck a garland for his galley’s painted prow, | 330 |
Would almost leave the little meadow bare, | |
For it knows nothing of great pageantry, | |
Only a few narcissi here and there | |
Stand separate in sweet austerity, | |
Dotting the unmown grass with silver stars, | 335 |
And here and there a daffodil waves tiny scimetars. | |
Hither the billow brought him, and was glad | |
Of such dear servitude, and where the land | |
Was virgin of all waters laid the lad | |
Upon the golden margent of the strand, | 340 |
And like a lingering lover oft returned | |
To kiss those pallid limbs which once with intense fire burned, | |
Ere the wet seas had quenched that holocaust, | |
That self-fed flame, that passionate lustihead, | |
Ere grisly death with chill and nipping frost | 345 |
Had withered up those lilies white and red | |
Which, while the boy would through the forest range, | |
Answered each other in a sweet antiphonal counterchange. | |
And when at dawn the woodnymphs, hand-in-hand, | |
Threaded the bosky dell, their satyr spied | 350 |
The boy’s pale body stretched upon the sand, | |
And feared Poseidon’s treachery, and cried, | |
And like bright sunbeams flitting through a glade, | |
Each startled Dryad sought some safe and leafy ambuscade. | |
Save one white girl, who deemed it would not be | 355 |
So dread a thing to feel a sea-god’s arms | |
Crushing her breasts in amorous tyranny, | |
And longed to listen to those subtle charms | |
Insidious lovers weave when they would win | |
Some fencèd fortress, and stole back again, nor thought it sin | 360 |
To yield her treasure unto one so fair, | |
And lay beside him, thirsty with love’s drouth, | |
Called him soft names, played with his tangled hair, | |
And with hot lips made havoc of his mouth | |
Afraid he might not wake, and then afraid | 365 |
Lest he might wake too soon, fled back, and then, fond renegade, | |
Returned to fresh assault, and all day long | |
Sat at his side, and laughed at her new toy, | |
And held his hand, and sang her sweetest song, | |
Then frowned to see how froward was the boy | 370 |
Who would not with her maidenhood entwine, | |
Nor knew that three days since his eyes had looked on Proserpine, | |
Nor knew what sacrilege his lips had done, | |
But said, “He will awake, I know him well, | |
He will awake at evening when the sun | 375 |
Hangs his red shield on Corinth’s citadel, | |
This sleep is but a cruel treachery | |
To make me love him more, and in some cavern of the sea | |
Deeper than ever falls the fisher’s line | |
Already a huge Triton blows his horn, | 380 |
And weaves a garland from the crystalline | |
And drifting ocean-tendrils to adorn | |
The emerald pillars of our bridal bed, | |
For sphered in foaming silver, and with coral-crownèd head, | |
We two will sit upon a throne of pearl, | 385 |
And a blue wave will be our canopy, | |
And at our feet the water-snakes will curl | |
In all their amethystine panoply | |
Of diamonded mail, and we will mark | |
The mullets swimming by the mast of some storm-foundered bark, | 390 |
Vermilion-finned with eyes of bossy gold | |
Like flakes of crimson light, and the great deep | |
His glassy-portaled chamber will unfold, | |
And we will see the painted dolphins sleep | |
Cradled by murmuring halcyons on the rocks | 395 |
Where Proteus in quaint suit of green pastures his monstrous flocks. | |
And tremulous opal-hued anemones | |
Will wave their purple fringes where we tread | |
Upon the mirrored floor, and argosies | |
Of fishes flecked with tawny scales will thread | 400 |
The drifting cordage of the shattered wreck, | |
And honey-coloured amber beads our twining limbs will deck.” | |
But when that baffled Lord of War the Sun | |
With gaudy pennon flying passed away | |
Into his brazen House, and one by one | 405 |
The little yellow stars began to stray | |
Across the field of heaven, ah! then indeed | |
She feared his lips upon her lips would never care to feed, | |
And cried, “Awake, already the pale moon | |
Washes the trees with silver, and the wave | 410 |
Creeps grey and chilly up this sandy dune, | |
The croaking frogs are out, and from the cave | |
The night-jar shrieks, the fluttering bats repass, | |
And the brown stoat with hollow flanks creeps through the dusky grass. | |
Nay, though thou art a God, be not so coy, | 415 |
For in yon stream there is a little reed | |
That often whispers how a lovely boy | |
Lay with her once upon a grassy mead, | |
Who when his cruel pleasure he had done | |
Spread wings of rustling gold and soared aloft into the sun. | 420 |
Be not so coy, the laurel trembles still | |
With great Apollo’s kisses, and the fir | |
Whose clustering sisters fringe the sea-ward hill | |
Hath many a tale of that bold ravisher | |
Whom men call Boreas, and I have seen | 425 |
The mocking eyes of Hermes through the poplar’s silvery sheen. | |
Even the jealous Naiads call me fair, | |
And every morn a young and ruddy swain | |
Wooes me with apples and with locks of hair, | |
And seeks to soothe my virginal disdain | 430 |
By all the gifts the gentle wood-nymphs love; | |
But yesterday he brought to me an iris-plumaged dove | |
With little crimson feet, which with its store | |
Of seven spotted eggs the cruel lad | |
Had stolen from the lofty sycamore | 435 |
At day-break, when her amorous comrade had | |
Flown off in search of berried juniper | |
Which most they love; the fretful wasp, that earliest vintager | |
Of the blue grapes, hath not persistency | |
So constant as this simple shepherd-boy | 440 |
For my poor lips, his joyous purity | |
And laughing sunny eyes might well decoy | |
A Dryad from her oath to Artemis; | |
For very beautiful is he, his mouth was made to kiss, | |
His argent forehead, like a rising moon | 445 |
Over the dusky hills of meeting brows, | |
Is crescent shaped, the hot and Tyrian noon | |
Leads from the myrtle-grove no goodlier spouse | |
For Cytheræa, the first silky down | |
Fringes his blushing cheeks, and his young limbs are strong and brown: | 450 |
And he is rich, and fat and fleecy herds | |
Of bleating sheep upon his meadows lie, | |
And many an earthen bowl of yellow curds | |
Is in his homestead for the thievish fly | |
To swim and drown in, the pink clover mead | 455 |
Keeps its sweet store for him, and he can pipe on oaten reed. | |
And yet I love him not, it was for thee | |
I kept my love, I knew that thou would’st come | |
To rid me of this pallid chastity; | |
Thou fairest flower of the flowerless foam | 460 |
Of all the wide Ægean, brightest star | |
Of ocean’s azure heavens where the mirrored planets are! | |
I knew that thou would’st come, for when at first | |
The dry wood burgeoned, and the sap of Spring | |
Swelled in my green and tender bark or burst | 465 |
To myriad multitudinous blossoming | |
Which mocked the midnight with its mimic moons | |
That did not dread the dawn, and first the thrushes’ rapturous tunes | |
Startled the squirrel from its granary, | |
And cuckoo flowers fringed the narrow lane, | 470 |
Through my young leaves a sensuous ecstasy | |
Crept like new wine, and every mossy vein | |
Throbbed with the fitful pulse of amorous blood, | |
And the wild winds of passion shook my slim stem’s maidenhood. | |
The trooping fawns at evening came and laid | 475 |
Their cool black noses on my lowest boughs | |
And on my topmost branch the blackbird made | |
A little nest of grasses for his spouse, | |
And now and then a twittering wren would light | |
On a thin twig which hardly bare the weigh of such delight. | 480 |
I was the Attic shepherd’s trysting place, | |
Beneath my shadow Amaryllis lay, | |
And round my trunk would laughing Daphnis chase | |
The timorous girl, till tired out with play | |
She felt his hot breath stir her tangled hair, | 485 |
And turned, and looked, and fled no more from such delightful snare. | |
Then come away unto my ambuscade | |
Where clustering woodbine weaves a canopy | |
For amorous pleasaunce, and the rustling shade | |
Of Paphian myrtles seems to sanctify | 490 |
The dearest rites of love, there in the cool | |
And green recesses of its farthest depth there is a pool, | |
The ouzel’s haunt, the wild bee’s pasturage, | |
For round its rim great creamy lilies float | |
Through their flat leaves in verdant anchorage, | 495 |
Each cup a white-sailed golden-laden boat | |
Steered by a dragon-fly,—be not afraid | |
To leave this wan and wave-kissed shore, surely the place were made | |
For lovers such as we, the Cyprian Queen, | |
One arm around her boyish paramour, | 500 |
Strays often there at eve, and I have seen | |
The moon strip off her misty vestiture | |
For young Endymion’s eyes, be not afraid, | |
The panther feet of Dian never tread that secret glade. | |
Nay if thou wil’st, back to the beating brine, | 505 |
Back to the boisterous billow let us go, | |
And walk all day beneath the hyaline | |
Huge vault of Neptune’s watery portico, | |
And watch the purple monsters of the deep | |
Sport in ungainly play, and from his lair keen Xiphias leap. | 510 |
For if my mistress find me lying here | |
She will not ruth or gentle pity show, | |
But lay her boar-spear down, and with austere | |
Relentless fingers string the cornel bow, | |
And draw the feathered notch against her breast, | 515 |
And loose the archèd cord, ay, even now upon the quest | |
I hear her hurrying feet,—awake, awake, | |
Thou laggard in love’s battle! once at least | |
Let me drink deep of passion’s wine, and slake | |
My parchèd being with the nectarous feast | 520 |
Which even Gods affect! O come Love come, | |
Still we have time to reach the cavern of thine azure home.” | |
Scarce had she spoken when the shuddering trees | |
Shook, and the leaves divided, and the air | |
Grew conscious of a God, and the grey seas | 525 |
Crawled backward, and a long and dismal blare | |
Blew from some tasselled horn, a sleuth-hound bayed, | |
And like a flame a barbèd reed flew whizzing down the glade. | |
And where the little flowers of her breast | |
Just brake into their milky blossoming, | 530 |
This murderous paramour, this unbidden guest, | |
Pierced and struck deep in horrid chambering, | |
And ploughed a bloody furrow with its dart, | |
And dug a long red road, and cleft with wingèd death her heart. | |
Sobbing her life out with a bitter cry | 535 |
On the boy’s body fell the Dryad maid, | |
Sobbing for incomplete virginity, | |
And raptures unenjoyed, and pleasures dead, | |
And all the pain of things unsatisfied, | |
And the bright drops of crimson youth crept down her throbbing side. | 540 |
Ah! pitiful it was to hear her moan, | |
And very pitiful to see her die | |
Ere she had yielded up her sweets, or known | |
The joy of passion, that dread mystery | |
Which not to know is not to live at all, | 545 |
And yet to know is to be held in death’s most deadly thrall. | |
But as it hapt the Queen of Cythere, | |
Who with Adonis all night long had lain | |
Within some shepherd’s hut in Arcady, | |
On team of silver doves and gilded wane | 550 |
Was journeying Paphos-ward, high up afar | |
From mortal ken between the mountains and the morning star, | |
And when low down she spied the hapless pair, | |
And heard the Oread’s faint despairing cry, | |
Whose cadence seemed to play upon the air | 555 |
As though it were a viol, hastily | |
She bade her pigeons fold each straining plume, | |
And dropt to earth, and reached the strand, and saw their dolorous doom. | |
For as a gardener turning back his head | |
To catch the last notes of the linnet, mows | 560 |
With careless scythe too near some flower bed, | |
And cuts the thorny pillar of the rose, | |
And with the flower’s loosened loveliness | |
Strews the brown mould, or as some shepherd lad in wantonness | |
Driving his little flock along the mead | 565 |
Treads down two daffodils which side by side | |
Have lured the lady-bird with yellow brede | |
And made the gaudy moth forget its pride, | |
Treads down their brimming golden chalices | |
Under light feet which were not made for such rude ravages, | 570 |
Or as a schoolboy tired of his book | |
Flings himself down upon the reedy grass | |
And plucks two water-lilies from the brook, | |
And for a time forgets the hour glass, | |
Then wearies of their sweets, and goes his way, | 575 |
And lets the hot sun kill them, even so these lovers lay. | |
And Venus cried, “It is dread Artemis | |
Whose bitter hand hath wrought this cruelty, | |
Or else that mightier may whose care it is | |
To guard her strong and stainless majesty | 580 |
Upon the hill Athenian,—alas! | |
That they who loved so well unloved into Death’s house should pass. | |
So with soft hands she laid the boy and girl | |
In the great golden waggon tenderly, | |
Her white throat whiter than a moony pearl | 585 |
Just threaded with a blue vein’s tapestry | |
Had not yet ceased to throb, and still her breast | |
Swayed like a wind-stirred lily in ambiguous unrest. | |
And then each pigeon spread its milky van, | |
The bright car soared into the dawning sky, | 590 |
And like a cloud the aerial caravan | |
Passed over the Ægean silently, | |
Till the faint air was troubled with the song | |
From the wan mouths that call on bleeding Thammuz all night long. | |
But when the doves had reached their wonted goal | 595 |
Where the wide stair of orbèd marble dips | |
Its snows into the sea, her fluttering soul | |
Just shook the trembling petals of her lips | |
And passed into the void, and Venus knew | |
That one fair maid the less would walk amid her retinue, | 600 |
And bade her servants carve a cedar chest | |
With all the wonder of this history, | |
Within whose scented womb their limbs should rest | |
Where olive-trees make tender the blue sky | |
On the low hills of Paphos, and the faun | 605 |
Pipes in the noonday, and the nightingale sings on till dawn. | |
Nor failed they to obey her hest, and ere | |
The morning bee had stung the daffodil | |
With tiny fretful spear, or from its lair | |
The waking stag had leapt across the rill | 610 |
And roused the ouzel, or the lizard crept | |
Athwart the sunny rock, beneath the grass their bodies slept. | |
And when day brake, within that silver shrine | |
Fed by the flames of cressets tremulous, | |
Queen Venus knelt and prayed to Proserpine | 615 |
That she whose beauty made Death amorous | |
Should beg a guerdon from her pallid Lord, | |
And let Desire pass across dread Charon’s icy ford. | |
In melancholy moonless Acheron, | |
Far from the goodly earth and joyous day, | 620 |
Where no spring ever buds, nor ripening sun | |
Weighs down the apple trees, nor flowery May | |
Chequers with chestnut blooms the grassy floor, | |
Where thrushes never sing, and piping linnets mate no more, | |
There by a dim and dark Lethæan well | 625 |
Young Charmides was lying, wearily | |
He plucked the blossoms from the asphodel, | |
And with its little rifled treasury | |
Strewed the dull waters of the dusky stream, | |
And watched the white stars founder, and the land was like a dream, | 630 |
When as he gazed into the watery glass | |
And through his brown hair’s curly tangles scanned | |
His own wan face, a shadow seemed to pass | |
Across the mirror, and a little hand | |
Stole into his, and warm lips timidly | 635 |
Brushed his pale cheeks, and breathed their secret forth into a sigh. | |
Then turned he round his weary eyes and saw, | |
And ever nigher still their faces came, | |
And nigher ever did their young mouths draw | |
Until they seemed one perfect rose of flame, | 640 |
And longing arms around her neck he cast, | |
And felt her throbbing bosom, and his breath came hot and fast, | |
And all his hoarded sweets were hers to kiss, | |
And all her maidenhood was his to slay, | |
And limb to limb in long and rapturous bliss | 645 |
Their passion waxed and waned,—O why essay | |
To pipe again of love too venturous reed! | |
Enough, enough that Erôs laughed upon that flowerless mead. | |
Too venturous poesy O why essay | |
To pipe again of passion! fold thy wings | 650 |
O’er daring Icarus and bid thy lay | |
Sleep hidden in the lyre’s silent strings, | |
Till thou hast found the old Castalian rill, | |
Or from the Lesbian waters plucked drowned Sappho’s golden quill! | |
Enough, enough that he whose life had been | 655 |
A fiery pulse of sin, a splendid shame, | |
Could in the loveless land of Hades glean | |
One scorching harvest from those fields of flame | |
Where passion walks with naked unshod feet | |
And is not wounded,—ah! enough that once their lips could meet | 660 |
In that wild throb when all existences | |
Seem narrowed to one single ecstasy | |
Which dies through its own sweetness and the stress | |
Of too much pleasure, ere Persephone | |
Had bade them serve her by the ebon throne | 665 |
Of the pale God who in the fields of Enna loosed her zone. | |
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